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I don't have motivation because i don't feel like I'll ever truly enjoy life
Im a college student in a major that i don't truly like all that much, because i don't really have any other option. I don't hate it, just feel extremely neutral about it, like basically every other major. (Opting out isn't an option either, and even if i did i doubt it would make a difference)
I feel so apathetic towards putting effort into things, as well as my future and what it holds, because i really don't think I'll ever reach a stage where im truly enjoying life.